Alright here's the deal, I got hurt badly working with horses about a few weeks ago. Got taken to the hospital, and had to stay because they think I have a blood issue where the horse hurt me.. So I am having on of those ouch this really freaking sucks... I thought to god that damn ton worth of animal had broken my leg.. It was a close call to it though.. So I am a bit sad, but I am also stuck upon a note.. My mind is wondering about so much, if my life is what it's meant to be.. If my love is pure anymore, if I've lost all moral that I used to hold so dearly, being a nice guy and person at the same time.... For some reason, I feel like I've become a worthless jerk, which has nothing more than his normal ideals upon his mind. I've contemplated death, I contemplated life, I've looked from a window at my life, and I am unsatisfied. I find this life I live most Unsatisfying, if anything I often realize I am all alone in this house.. Their last names are Will, while mine is Bell. I am the outcast, the loner, the reject, everything, and nothing at the same time.. I write this after realizing how many people online seem to know me, in case.. Adios...My friends.