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Requiem of the Past

Fri May 22, 2009, 10:53 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: My heart break
  • Reading: Past
  • Watching: The tears fall
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
I sit at the desk now, remember 2008.. Remembering all I lost, all I've gained. Tears I've cried, blood I've lost. Pain I'd felt. Heart break after heart break. I wonder why now, why do we press on. You know it's been like this for a while, the only one that matters anymore in these Journal entries are the those of the past. I had an amazing friend named Sunny, she ruled at art and everything else. I had a kind friend, she was always there when I needed her. Now I weep and cannot help but cry at the loss of such great friends. I blame myself for this, yet is it my fault or times fault? Am I to blame, or have I simply become just a jerk who can't remember his friends anymore. Right now I feel so empty and dead inside, it makes me sick to my stomach. I've done so many things here, I am wondering has my time to leave come. I cannot think of why I stay here alone anymore. I often pushed myself here to forget, yet memories have returned. I cry once more, yes cry once more. It's like my heart breaks over the loss of the Amazing Sunny and other friend. Both were amazing and unforgettable, I fell for Sunny, she was twenty Six where as I was young. I was already warned by her not too. Yet I was naive and young, lesson learned. I wasn't her type simple and easy. As for the other, she moved away. But got on when she could to see me, than I got sick and just couldn't manage anymore. I got to a point where I thought death was close behind me....where I'd be up singing with angels or dancing with demons at some point.. Guess not.

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  • Current Residence: Florida
  • Interests: Writting, art, normal stuff, sometimes.
  • Favourite movie: Humor, is my drug.
  • Favourite band or musician: Godsmack, Green day, Trapt, Disturbed, Shine Down, too many to name.
  • Favourite genre of music: Most
  • Favourite artist: I like all Art.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Laurell K. Hamilton
  • Favourite style of art: Realism, and Fantasy
  • MP3 player of choice: Hell, show me on, than I'll tell you.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Ahhh. Well, I can't not aloud here.
  • Skin of choice: Oh, well I have no clean ideas.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Character..... Froma Cartoon, would any Hentai count?
  • Personal Quote: You must go forward, for going backwards leads no where.
  • Tools of the Trade: Keybored, Imgination and luck

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:icondemox4ever:
Wow David... Your great at writing and your edits are great ^.^ I don't believe Hentai counts eaither :confused:

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I'm not ALWAYS angry..... It just seems that way!


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:icondavidbell08:
Thank you it's taken me a while to get any good, I sucked when I started. Got a bit better.

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:icondemox4ever:
I'm sure you were fine when you started considering how good you are now. What was the link to the Rp you were talking about the other day? I just HAVE to show you how good I am XD

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:icondavidbell08:
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That's where you sign up. Once you do tell me your name and I'll keep a sharp eye out for you.

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:icondemox4ever:
Okay I did My name is Myoxmei if you tell me what chat you go on to role play it should be easy to find me.

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I'm not ALWAYS angry..... It just seems that way!


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